I think I am fallen in love

Waiting is such a pain. I'm waiting for my menstrual cycle to end in a week but apparently this time waiting is really dragging me. I feel a little shaky this week, feeling myself fragile and easily crumbled with challenges to come, just suddenly my confidence was like taken away forcefully from me. Usually at other day, when I am this state, I just turn to the words of Allah, reciting it out loud, and as soon as i finish reciting Sadaqallahulazim, which means Allah's words are true. I felt the utter most tranquility, i feel the strength, I gain my confidence, I get back my smile and I'm ready to go ahead to face the challenge. That is what I miss, the verses recited, it just vibrated throughout my veins, i feel the existence of strength, it's so beautiful. And I'm waiting anxiously, for the time to go by, fast, so that i can held it again in my hands, reciting it again to Allah, and talking again to Him, to have just a conversation with Him.

The be$t i$ $till to come

I think my smile is getting bigger and bigger after this. After I loss some earning due to my stupid and careless mistake of putting wrong amount in my auction site, I automatically get a repeat buyer that willing to give me my first positive feedback. Yahooo! I'm so happy. I'm feeling like want to celebrate it big time, throwing it a party of celebration but that's just plain too much. Though it's just a small simple feedback but it means the world to me. Especially I'm a newbie in this thing. It does make it worthwhile to loss a little and gain a lot.
  I think back, few days ago when I was not quite sure whether this thing gives me a fruitful earning, I turn to the words of Allah. I practise what I have been preached: Quranic Law of Attraction, whenever we have questions and we have doubts, or anything, just open up a page, any page, and read it out loud in the most  beautiful tone and tajwid,  as if you were talking to Allah, asking for guidance, an answer to your misery,  read the translation and bam! you got an answer, there and then. NO delays. So, i did exactly like that, I came to a verse saying there will be a reward for my patience. Thus, patience is what I'm wearing right now, challenges occur, testing me to see me worthy of the end result. Finally i get the most sweet victory of all. The core and essence of a vanilla pod. sweet smelling, sweet tasting, and long lasting.

It certainly pay$ off!

Yesterday, I got a slap from reality check. Whoa!!! Let me tell you, it wasn't a good. But, for the first time in my life, I'm not down with it, instead I was thankful to Allah because He has chosen me to face this challenge, and I'm happy with it. Weird, but it sincerely entirely true! If i would have faced this kind of situation back before I knew the knowledge of Secret or Quranic Law of attraction, I would not be as grateful as this. It was like my path of life has been laid positively in front of me. First, I learned the knowledge of being positive and how important it is to implement it in your life, being tested with the situation that challenges your mind, your perseverance just to see whether you are worthy of receiving such gift from Allah.
And today, it pays off! I've been approved by the major advertiser who wants to advertise with me, and I got another buyer from my auction site. It's like a rainbow's end fallen on me. :). Thank You Allah! I can't thank You enough. You gave me so much more then when I wasn't realize how You really care for this servant. & You're still giving me more & more. Thank You! ALHAMDULILLAH!